See I’m posting even though my stupid ads aren’t running. Because this is important. It’s weak minded to sit there and try and say, oh no no no, my career, my hobbies are more important than getting girls.
That’s what a chick does. “Oh I don’t really need that anyway.”
We all have our hamsters, our rationalizations. Fucking hot girls is awesome. It’s an awesome confidence boost. Having a hottie out on your arm is a big status symbol. I refuse to pretend that it isn’t a big deal. I refuse to pretend it’s otherwise.
But money matters. I am obsessed with cash it’s terrible. Having no money would still be worse than having no girls. I mean seriously, at the end of the day.
I am not stupid enough to think that cash really appeals to nice young ladies, I think the more calculating ones . . . or those who come from a background that certainly normalizes being upper middle class, perhaps, but generally, cash isn’t a massive pull in itself. I know that.
But it started with the myspace era where I was most successful with girls, I actually got tired of being a douchebag, I wanted to actually have power rather than fake it, there was alwys a need to keep up a charade – it didn’t suit the projection, the frame I had with these girls for me to be as broke as I was, and I was over being broke.
anyway, here I am.
We all have to make our choices, and when it came to cost/benefit my resources are better employed in making profits, in any situation I have more to gain getting that money compared to chasing girls. So it’s time to regulate.
I created a plan to retire in my early 50′s. about 20 years from now. I had to work out the point at which chasing money became foolish when measured against my desired creative and sexual outcomes. And for awhile I just drifted in and out of complacency with my creative stuff.
Creativity makes you more interesting to women. But it distracts you from the priority, so I have started slipping into the mindset that as long as we maintain our projections in savings, and maintain our creativity as is suitable, then maybe I should just be focusing on girls.
I should recognise what I have to do to make money to reach my targets, and then base the rest of my behaviour around meeting young ladies.
It may be unnecessary but I need to get immersive. When I wake up in the morning and I have my coffee, I am thinking about the obligations I have to make money. Which has worked out except that my head is stuck in the mode of reacting to my emotions by channeling them into work.
Now I’m trying to rewire the process so that I put girls first, the only issue is that first thing in the morning may not be the time for it. But that’s of no regard, it’s about immersion. I felt it on saturday after I was partying and getting high on friday night at a bar where I was hanging out with very few girls. Why don’t I . . . it’s like doing anything. Force yourself to go somewhere where there are girls and then force yourself to talk to them.
It’s as simple as that.
I’ll make up on monday morning, have my coffee . . . wait instead of going to the cafe, why don’t I go to the mall and get coffee and walk around trying to talk to girls?
My pirate costume is not clean and really stinks, so I couldn’t wear it – it is a massive peacocking device especially in a mall. Not that I’ve tested it, but I’ve noticed before walking round in it that girls notice that you’re dressed as a pirate, and from there, it’s on.
But I thought I would double up and also have my camera and DJ mix CD’s – and even flyers as I have a gig coming up – so open with the pirate peacock lure, and then bust into whether they like the music I play and then I can offer them a cd in exchange for something:
phone digits
email
shoot some camera
To bring the camera in as the third act is brilliant because then I can ask them if they want to be in my music video.
I could even go one step further. Well actually there are many steps further I could go.
- I could pay some teenager to follow me around and be my assistant and go down that path
or go the opposite
- zone in on the milfs through their kids . . . so so creepy.
These ideas always seem like they’re smart until the cold light of day makes them seem creepy.
That’s how it has been with the assistant and my talent agency, when you’re not face to face, it seems completely dupliticious like it’s all a dirty trick, it’s something I can’t hold my head high and do.
I can’t hold my head high telling young ladies I’ll give them a job or I’ll entertain their kids if really I just want to bone them. That’s why it’s important for me to believe I will do as I say. If I won’t give them a job or entertain their kid, then don’t talk shit. That’s why I need to go out there as a pirate and not think of anything else, take it as it comes.
But I must admit the pirate would tempt me to attempt the SDL – SAME DAY LAY – because some fraction of chicks will have full on pirate fantasies and I just have to channel into it, and be fucking them within half an hour. Challenge accepted. But it will never work if I think of it that way, I have to think of it as work, I’m not ready to go head long into the day dressed as a pirate trying to meet girls.
